Late at night when all the world is sleeping, I stay up and think of math :| Must not fail!
In the middle of the night, I received a text from “someone” telling me that he/she can’t sleep and is it insomnia or what. I didn’t even know what to reply to that message. This person have been frequently texting me and I find it so weird since we’re not even that close. We just know each other from one certain event that happened last year. I mean there’s nothing wrong with making friends especially when you’re in college but I find it weird when you’re sending me quotes every week and the fact that we don’t even use the same network. Worst part is I can’t even confront him/her since it would be awkward. :|
Today is the last day of regular class and it was supposed to be a happy day for everyone. But the opposite thing happened. Instead of being happy, I ended up crying after my bio class. Our professor decided to gave our midterm grades after weeks of waiting. All of us were shocked with all our grades. Almost 90% of the class failed and that includes ME :(
I texted my friend about what happened and he just said that everything will turn out okay. I am not used to getting low grades since I don’t settle for okay lang.
I just hope and pray that everything will turn out right in the end. It’s just so frustrating that I really did my best and the fact that I have been deprived of sleep for a couple of weeks just to study and the result wasn’t even worth the pain. One thing that bothers me so much is how my parents would react to this news.
I am depressed and frustrated. In short, down in the dumps. But I know that I’ll soon rise up and go back to my jolly old self again. I just need to vent this feeling out so that I can be okay again. Despite of this, I know that God is here in this dump of a situation. He is beside me and I know that He’ll help me survive. Lord, I know you are here.




